What The Actual F Am I Doing?!

Some people fear failure and others fear success. 

I think my biggest fear is that I have no idea what the actual EF I am doing. 

I know that I have so much goodness in me and I know I am called to share it but I seriously have no clue how to get it out there. 

This email list is my start. And I do trust completely that everything and everyone that is designed to help me along on my journey will come to me in the right moment. 

But from where I sit right now, I am still well in my discipline practice. (Meaning - yikes homegirl, stop distracting yourself from your actually work.)  I still have to fight through clouds of doubt and rereading every word I write with an intense filter of "Does anyone actually give a shit about this?" 

I can't even imagine doing book tours, selling out retreats and conferences, sitting across from one or thousands of women and reminding them "YOU'RE OVERWHELMINGLY, RIDICULOUSLY LOVED! RECLAIM YOUR POWER! YOUR TIME IS NOW! HEAL YOUR HEART! BE A LIGHT! LOVE THE SHIT OUT OF YOURSELF AND WATCH YOUR WHOLE LIFE CHANGE!" 

I am still mustering the courage to walk up to that group of cool Aussie surfer chicks I saw in the coffee shop the other day. (Ya know, just in case I run into them again.)

Anyway y'all. I just want you to know that no matter what you're facing, we are all in this together. We all struggle with the same things, they are just decorated a little differently. 

I am you and you are me. 

I am counting on the hundred or so of you that read these emails to pre-order the book. ;) Whenever it gets written. Whenever I get out of my own way.

Whenever I stabilize my alignment to my Divine Self and gain the clarity and execution plan for my soul's mission here on earth. (nbd, right?)

Even and especially in the face of fear, we must act anyway. That is where our rewards are found.