In My Human-ness

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I started this email yesterday. 

And then I deleted it four times before closing the laptop and saving for "later", which never came, obviously. 

I was fully in my human-ness yesterday.

After the whirlwind of arriving in Aus and the weekend getting settled in my new home, I was just over-tired and over-stimulated. (All amazing, wonderful things, but no one can meditate jet lag away.)

So, the point of this whole #30daysofemails was to show up and write even if I didn't "feel" like writing. 

But when I am in my human-ness like I was yesterday, I can't even imagine sending you something that doesn't resonate with my heart deeply. 

I had some bullshit on the page before I changed my mind. But it felt empty.

And I am so, so grateful to those of you that read these emails, it just didn't feel worthy of you. 

So, thank you for your grace and forgiveness. (I am making this a bigger deal than necessary - I know.) 

Thank you for reading my stuff and for giving me space to just process, and breathe and be vulnerable about who I truly am. 

Somedays, I am a Divine Being, existing as my True Self in complete alignment and congruence with the God of the Universe. 

And somedays, I am just a human. 

If you're feeling like you're just a human today, know that there are so many lessons to learn from that space. SO many opportunities to love the shit out of who you are. 

You're right where you're supposed to be. 

I am loving and cheering for you from a world away,
C

I am doing my second Insta/Facebook Live on Sunday, Nov. 18 at 9pm EST. Mark your calendars. More goodies about mental stability, overcoming depression and easy lifestyle choices that can help you on your journey to health and happiness. It is available to you. 

P.S. Feeling a bit more like myself today. ;) Cheers to be a casual beam of light and love, listening to The Weekend and putting wayyyy to much cinnamon on my coffee.